A few weeks ago,most of us went to this SuperTeen workshop conducted by Professor Ernest Wong. Some informations about the workshop can be found here :http://www.learningmastery.com/ . This guy,Ernest Wong,is a professor, as well as millionaire. Being a famous workshop conductor,he travels around asia very frequently,to countries like here(Singapore),Hong Kong,Malaysia,China.
Hm.........
Here comes the emotional part of this post:
Professor Ernest Wong talked about the love of parents to child,sharing his story on how his mother showed love and concern to him when he's young, where his skin was literally peeled off by a nail (URGH!!) and his mom brought him to hospital,when he least expected it,as he thought his mum would scold him.
You know,I had a very,very,very similar experience to his. 2 years ago.... During recess... I was at the hall. As a reckless kid along with some others, we took out a thick mattress that is used in gymnastics. I climbed up to a higher platform,and landed. But unexpectedly, I landed in a squatting position. My upper teeth were on my right knee, giving me a life-long scar on my life as well. I realised my mouth felt warm.....and watery... Slowly, I spitted out,and I couldn't believe my eyes!!! It was...BLOOD!!! Seconds later, I felt numb sensation in my teeth... and I spat my tooth out!!!! A minute later...the familiar sensation came again...ANOTHER TOOTH CAME OUT!!!! I really hoped it was juz a nightmare. But it wasn't. Feeling hopeless, I threw the 2 teeth in rubbish bin,because I don't want to be reminded of the pain I went through,again.
Later,a teacher brought me to the toilet to wash my bloody mouth(pun intended),and helped me changed my bloody shirt(yes,the shirt was almost dyed in red completely). After I changed,my miother arrived at the school,and fetched me and my father(who took emergency leave at the point of time,as he was working)to the nearest poly clinic. Though they did not have complete facilities of a hopsital, I was diagnosed with FRACTURED jaws. And also, the 2 teeth that dropped out must be retrieved and put back into my jaw within 2 hours!!!! To all of our horror, I recalled throwing the 2 teeth in the rubbish bin.
My mum drove back to the school immediately to search for the missing teeth. My parents let me waited at the foyer/porsche, while they went to ask the cleaner to dig out the rubbishes to find the teeth. While they were searching upstairs, at the point of time...I felt warm in my heart...and my eyes... Because I couldn't hold back my tears. Guess what? I didn't expect my mum and dad to be so anxious over me, and like Ernest Wong, I thought my mum would lash her tongue at me. I felt so guilty....for having that kind of impression on my parents. You know,that kind of guilt is so immense that I can't describe it. When my parents came back to bring me back to the car, I wanted to hide my tears... because I didn't want to show any fear.... Though it was guilt rather than a fear actually...
The rest of the story just happened that I went to the hospital that I was being referred to by the poly clinic, and I spent at least 8 hours there for operations. It was very tough for me, as I didn't have a good sleep,and the pain made me felt tortured physically and mentally.
While I was listening his story, my mind split into 3... One part pictured what he was sharing with us.... another was recalling what happened to me 2 years ago....and the last part of my brain was putting both thoughts together and compared ....
Moral of the story: Parents might be annoying at times,as well as boring. But note of what Bill Gate said in one of his 11 rules of life : "Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you are. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room. "
F.Y.I, parents are noble,though they do not show it. So I hope before any of you gossip about your parents, please think twice =)
Love my mommiiiee =) <3
Edit** Uh...love my daddy as well,but not as much as my mummy =P Because mothers' love is INCOMPARABLE!!!!( think about the 9 month period and you understand)
Well,it has been long since I posted any video or photo of me in this blog. Yesterday, while leaving gymnasium after the gymnastic session, I suddenly got reminded of my finger operations and stuffs related to it(which I didn't really bother actually), which I was reminded to put some photo into my blog =P
Cut the crap,here are some photos:
This was my finger. Badly bruised.... (as you can see the abnormal colouring of the finger)
(And badly fractured as well actually) 
This gives you an idea how badly the swelling is.(Don't worry,I didn't dislocate it)
It just felt like my finger is a balloon filled up with water(or you call it blood).
Inside the bandage,there is a splint(a metal piece) to support my index finger together with middle finger, so that index finger wouldn't be stiff like rigor mortis(refering to stiffening of body when someone is dead) lol.
A week later....
After my operation, I woke up and found my arm to heavy.
This is the reason,needless to explain.
(and what the hell,the plaster cast is damn huge and thick for ONE finger lol)
Lying peacefully on the ward...(actually not peaceful at all,hell dizzy and nauseous cuz of the anaesthetic)
After another 2 weeks, plaster cast was removed(thank god,it was damn heavy and made me look clumsy),felt so much lighter(duh?). And in case if you are wondering what is the holes,it is the holes used for stitching lol. And if you can see some blue coloured thingy, that is the thread for sewing up my finger.
And my finger was very stiff at beginning,but as I keep doing physiotherapy, it functioned normally =) . Thanks for all those who concerned about me when I had the injury and operation.
Okay,I know I have left the blog dead because I was both busy and didn't bother updating about what happened to myself.
But I am reviving the blog today,because I really want to talk about this confusion and doubt I always have.
Earlier on,I called Amanda to ask her 3 very simple question.
1.)Is the school gymnastic opening other categories for us to join(things like parallel bar,uneven bar,vault,floor etc.)?
Reason: I overheard bits and pieces of conversation between Amanda,another guy and the teacher in charge.So I thought I would want to ask for curiousity. And maybe if she answered yes,I could ask the teacher in charge to let boys join other categories?I dno.
2.) Did Mdm X said to her that boys are hopeless in taking part in competitions,therefore waste of resources and money?
Reason: I remembered Amanda mentioned that part of the conversation between her and Mdm X in end of year 2007 period,it seemed to me. And I was trying to confirm if the comment really took place.
Here is the irony: Mdm X asked me to try join gym competition 2 days ago,and work hard for it. I was confused because it was quite unlikely of her to ask a BOY to do that(No offence to the girls by the way). So when Doubt 2 was proven,I was really confused.Very confused.What is she really thinking? What is her purpose for asking me only now? When I heard Amanda's answer,my mind was filled with alot of questions and possible answers,blowing my mind,really.
3.) Did Amanda knew there was such thing as joining competition as individual exists?
Reason: At first I thought that nobody knows about such things until recently or whatever,and therefore it is teacher in charge's mistake.But when Amanda said she already know from start,I am started continuing to be baffered. HOW THE F*CK I DIDN'T EVEN HEARD OF IT FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS IN SECONDARY SCHOOL!!! AM I JUST PLAIN DUMB AND UNBELIEVABLE UNLUCKY???!!! But nonetheless,it is still on teacher in charge's mistake because me and Ian didn't even know there were such things,(Not sure about johnathan,the only other guy in gymnastic club)and therefore we thought it was impossible for us to compete,therefore we slacked...
Now,I am wondering is this my destiny because I didn't have the knowledge of joining competition as individual. I really don't KNOW!
F*ck,I am having a real dizzyness and headache now,but I really can't stop thinking!!! But I had to sleep now,
Peace,
Kwan Loong
Hey,even though I felt so lazy to blog for this year because I am seriously trying to study hard,as most of you know,I used to be a failure and didn't listen in class during the previous 2 years. Now I regret =P.
Anyway,today during PE lesson,while we were running,some of us were trying to shout cheers for the "class spirit". We were actually shouting some gang poems that goes something like "Au ah au, sa la kau" So some of us ran past Ms (?) and we mentioned her name our "poem". "Miss (?) Miss (?)" Which I was making fun of the poem by adding "Boh L*n Ji**" behind the class,which the people around me was laughing at.
Soon,the PE teacher received complaints about the vulgarity being heard. It isn't as if I didn't want to admit,but I thought "vulgarities" complained was the gang poem itself,not the part I added.Honestly,I didn't really think of vulgarity was refering to my words. In the end,Zhi Peng,Justin Koe and others(can't rmb) was like saying I should stand out cause I said the "Boh L*n Ji** ",so I stood out.
My god,I didn't expect the PE teacher to be so angry. He went back to the staff room and made me discuss with the class what to do. I was a little clueless too. I really wanted to apologise.But he was right,apologising won't work for many case,including that situation. Yeah,I know there were people in the class was kind of hating me too for wasting their time. I was like, "Hate me all you want,but I am sure some of you were enjoying too.I am just taking the blame myself,and I aren't even wanting any scapegoats to accompany me,and who the F don't make mistakes in our life?" Well,I wasnt angry,just comment a little view that point of time.
So the PE teacher came back,and told me to run 200 rounds. So I don't know what he said to the class while I was running 5 or 6 rounds I think. Soon,I was so shocked to see Wei Xiong approaching me and tell me to come back. And he is going to run with me. So does the whole class. I was like "What the F? I didn't expect the class would really want to help me for the trouble I caused myself " So Wei Xiong calculated 200 / 40(number of students in class) = 5 rounds per person,but absentees would end 5 rounds to either of us.
So the class was running 5 rounds along with me,in the 5th round,Wei Xiong and me was like,telling them to stop because Wei Xiong and I will be running for the absentees. But again,what the F? I didn't expect the class would actually follow again.
In the 7th round,the class stopped,but I can remember Zhi Peng and Joel was running along with Wei xiong and me.I really didn't expect that because I thought only Wei Xiong would be running with me. Honestly,it was kind of heart warming for me that point of time. I mean,they can just sit down there and relax. Especially for Zhi Peng,not very easy for him,I could see that.
So in the subsequent rounds,even Justin Chew and other guys were running with us. That warmed my heart further. Because the last person I would ever think to run with me probrably is Justin Chew =P. Well,the fact I aren't close to him makes me think so.
After the whole thing,the PE teacher was lecturing on mistakes we do,and the actions we must do after we make a mistake. So he reminded me that I owed the class an apology. Tiredly(due to the continuous runnining of 20+ rounds),I stood up,and said "Sorry 3D,for wasting your playing time,and recess time to eat,causing all the trouble to you. At the same time,thank you for showing me unity even though you guys can just leave me to run alone.Really thank you".
Justin Chew was like saying "0h~~~ looks like someone is moved". I heard that,and,this is one of the few times I actually agree with him =P. But yeah,I guess there are some people in 3D would probrably still hate me now for wasting their time.But at least,I would say,thank you,3D.
Thanks to Charmine,Syahidah and some other few for trying to ask the class to take the punishment with me. And thanks the class,for running with me. Lastly,thanks to... Wei Xiong...for...actually running with me...for so many rounds...even though he is not obliged to do so...and I always thought...he kind of...don't like me... And I found out he actually have a very big blister under his foot,which made him feel very pain. I felt so guilty towards 3D,especially Wei Xiong.
I told myself right after we were dismissed from PE,"Next year,or after we graduated,or even 10 years later,or till the day I am on my death bed, I would never want to forget this heart warming memory......"
Peace out,
Kwan Loong
Okay,the blog is dead for sometime,I planned to ignore my own blog. But as Isaac yap from my class talked to me about my attitude.I wanna post it here,too.
Yeah,I don't deny what Isaac said about me is true. I have changed way a lot since beginning of this year,in terms of personality. In beginning of the year,I was much more nice person. But somehow,both of us don't know why but after Isaac has changed seat, not only our seating arrangement is further,but our relationship is drifting further,too. I really don't know why I always give personal attack on Isaac. To be exact,actually not only him,but I just give personal attacks randomly on people.
To be honest,when Isaac was telling me all these,my tears flowed down. Not that he hurt me,but I really realised how much a person can really change. And I guess it was the work of loneliness.
I might like 3D as a class to joke with or whatever,but then again,there is very few TRUE friends,I mean really TRUE friends who can communicate with me completely.Now,I seriously feel....so much...lonely...now...in my own class...
I remember I once counselled my ex classmate for 2 years,Jeremy. He also felt and realised that he was undergoing changes in his personality too. When I had a talk with him,I realised he was actually lonely inside. Now I am in his shoes,too. I remember counselling him with dance and philosophies.
But one important question: As a both a dancer and philosophy,can I do the trick that I used on Jeremy on MYSELF?
One philosophical answer : Probrably not very effective. It is the same as tickling oneself,because you precisely know what is next =P
But Isaac,I am very glad the fact you still treat me as a FRIEND. I swear,I swear that I won't forget the answer you have given me to this question "So honestly answer me this: Do you still think of me as a FRIEND,or just a persistent creditor"
and this sentence you made earlier "I still remember I really enjoyed being with you at beginning of the year"...
Alright,I should really do some soul searching for myself before I actually take a sleep....
OH MY GOD!!!!
IT HAS BEEEEEEEN WAYYYY WAYYY WAYYY TOO LONG SINCE I REALLY LAST UPDATED THIS BLOG. GOSH!!!!!
Okay wait,let me try to recall what has happened in these days.LOL. Oh yeah,the most memorable thing is unfortunately the... EXAMS,my number 1 killer LOL
Fortunately,I improved slightly from last year(yeah,I arent very good in study for these 2 years. Even though I failed subjects like English and Maths,but I sincerely believe I will get the both right by the end of year. But well,subjects like Science,oh yes,especially chemistry,from last year,where I failed all the way because I couldn't be bothered,and this year,I studied very hard,and i actually got 78% for chemistry paper!!! WOOT,but well,I scored around 10 marks lower in physics,which is why.... MY COMBINED SCIENCE WAS ONLY B3,DAMN. And my POA is actually 0.5 to A2 WUT THE EFF
Oh yes,another subject I DEFINITELY have improved is Geography.My effort this year didn't dissapoint me at all,I guess =) Even Mdm Yeo,the geography teacher,who is also my co form teacher,commented to my mother that I studied quite fair bit for Geography and showed obvious improvement.Wanna know how much I improved?
During Term 1,when Mdm Yeo came back from her maternity leave,she gave us our first geograph test,which is our test for that term. Gosh,I only scored 3.5/25,the lowest out of the WHOLE class,WUT THE EFF. But as Mdm Yeo kinda encouraged me,I studied Geog in order not to disappoint her at first. But I found out I liked Geog later on ROFL. And yes,I scored 24/30 for Geography in Term 2 =P Just imagine a seemingly hopeless guy jumped from 14% to 80% , which seemed impossible,but I did it!! =D
Okay,I shall continue what are the other things that happened during this period next time.
BUT,I want to make something clear LOL. I don't care if my word got travelled out or any bullshit happens,but...
I want to say "Thank you very much very much,thanks for the effort you put in me even though I seemed sooooo... hopeless,but you never gave up on me once,even though you were a bit pissed(obviously =P). I will continue to work hard for YOUR sake,and for my sake too =)"
Message dedicated to Mdm Yeo, and also Mdm Teoh,since I know she was pissed with me since last year when I failed her chemistry most of the time,when my sister who was used to be her student get distinction in chemistry. ROFL (Oops,Mdm Teoh,if you somehow got this message,don't scold me XD,I will continue to get A for your chemistry,deal! =P
ARGH!!!!Another long period since I have last blogged!!!! My computer was screwed by virus like for 2 times recently lol.Well,a lot of things has happened,lemme recall my memories....
Okay,4 days ago,which was tuesday,I had Physical Fitness Test,woot,here are my results for PFT =P :
Standing Broad Jump: 232CM Grade: A
Comment:Hm...I don't seem to be able to jump far anymore,I never really bother with this station since sec 2 LOL,as I always jump more than 220CM,but still,some people said that is quite good o_O
Sit Up:52 times of sit ups Grade:A
Comment:Hm...I never bother about Sit Up more than Standing Broad Jump because I think it isn't really important. Sit Up is actually using your BACK(note,I mean in a damaging way,not refering to training back muscles) more than your ABDOMINAL MUSCLES.To me,it is an inaccurate test of fitness anyway.But I am still surprised I got an A.
Inclined Pull Up:44 timess Grade:A
Comment:This is also suprising to me,because when I saw Gerry did 43,I thought that was crazy and I probrably could not do it(I didn't even think 40 was possible,at least for me).But when I was just got started to be timed,I got so nervous that I actually do the pull ups as if I am real CRAZY MOFO. On that PRECIOUS last second,I did the 44th TIME and Gerry was damn pissed because he lost to me by only that precious ONE pull up lol. Same applied to Justin Koe,my classmate =P.
Shuttle Run: 10.09 Seconds Grade:A
Comment:My timing was actually 10.09,but Winsent Papan told me 10.9 and I thought I gotten a D!!!!!I was so effed up and I tried to retake the test,and the teacher told me it has the same timing as previous.I thought I ran really slow. But then he told me it was 10.09!!!!! I was so happy because it was an A. But I felt like walloping Winsent for making me agitated and run again for nothing lol.
Sit and Reach:62CM Grade:A
Comment:I was suprised for the last time as this was my last section I was tested,but I was SURPRISED,in a BAD way.62 CM seriously to me,is quite a sucky one,because I aimed to improve 8 CM every year.Previous year was 56 CM,and Ka Ho was 60 CM LOL.This year, I became tied with Ka Ho,both of us was 62 CM lol. I heard that 2 of us are going to rematch for Sit And Reach. Ka Ho, Good Luck to you.You might really deserve the prize for all I know. =)
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