Okay,I know I have left the blog dead because I was both busy and didn't bother updating about what happened to myself.
But I am reviving the blog today,because I really want to talk about this confusion and doubt I always have.
Earlier on,I called Amanda to ask her 3 very simple question.
1.)Is the school gymnastic opening other categories for us to join(things like parallel bar,uneven bar,vault,floor etc.)?
Reason: I overheard bits and pieces of conversation between Amanda,another guy and the teacher in charge.So I thought I would want to ask for curiousity. And maybe if she answered yes,I could ask the teacher in charge to let boys join other categories?I dno.
2.) Did Mdm X said to her that boys are hopeless in taking part in competitions,therefore waste of resources and money?
Reason: I remembered Amanda mentioned that part of the conversation between her and Mdm X in end of year 2007 period,it seemed to me. And I was trying to confirm if the comment really took place.
Here is the irony: Mdm X asked me to try join gym competition 2 days ago,and work hard for it. I was confused because it was quite unlikely of her to ask a BOY to do that(No offence to the girls by the way). So when Doubt 2 was proven,I was really confused.Very confused.What is she really thinking? What is her purpose for asking me only now? When I heard Amanda's answer,my mind was filled with alot of questions and possible answers,blowing my mind,really.
3.) Did Amanda knew there was such thing as joining competition as individual exists?
Reason: At first I thought that nobody knows about such things until recently or whatever,and therefore it is teacher in charge's mistake.But when Amanda said she already know from start,I am started continuing to be baffered. HOW THE F*CK I DIDN'T EVEN HEARD OF IT FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS IN SECONDARY SCHOOL!!! AM I JUST PLAIN DUMB AND UNBELIEVABLE UNLUCKY???!!! But nonetheless,it is still on teacher in charge's mistake because me and Ian didn't even know there were such things,(Not sure about johnathan,the only other guy in gymnastic club)and therefore we thought it was impossible for us to compete,therefore we slacked...
Now,I am wondering is this my destiny because I didn't have the knowledge of joining competition as individual. I really don't KNOW!
F*ck,I am having a real dizzyness and headache now,but I really can't stop thinking!!! But I had to sleep now,
Peace,
Kwan Loong
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